I have been thinking about my body, how it looks beside someone else’s skin I think about people telling me how smooth my skin is as I rub my breasts in circles with lotion for the second time of the day I have been wanting to turn my skin into milk fresh and white and sweet that men would want to drink the very last ounce of me the same skin I wanted to shed off for years my soul wanting to crawl out of this shell and possess the next most beautiful thing I see I have been thinking about my body and how it would look like without the grasses of hair that continues to grow unwanted I can feel them rough and just newly born and I condemn each one of them along with all their mothers who lived and grew before them I let the light burn them and curse each tingling sensation as I pray to the gods of fire that they may never see the light of day again I have been thinking about my body and wonder what the mirrors whisper to each other when they see me and I am curious to know do they hear the growls my stomach makes when I refuse to hear its yearning as my spirit demands for a smaller space to live in I feel the temple that I have built becoming hefty but saggy and I have been looking at the sacs of fat that cling to my every inch and I think of the men who told me I should lose weight as their cracked lips sucked my pumped and brown nipples like an infant holding on for its dear life I have been thinking about my body and the face that it carries everyday fair and soft in calloused hands that have tried to hold it and I think of all the tongues that have forced themselves down my mouth hungry and angry and always asking for more then I pick up the razor and I allow my pale face be damned with blood and I laugh and I put on my red lipstick and I wait for men to worship me.

One response to “On why men should know the price of my beauty”
Nice dae.. (wrong grammar ang usa, haha)
“I used to think about my body too,
And how its essence
Often seem to rely
On how men
Can’t keep their desire
In seeing me naked
Without their balls turning blue.”
Lels. 🤣🤣🤣
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